time will tell..
Its been over a year since ive posted anything on here, and finally here I am. So many things have changed…But im trying to find out who I am and start a whole new journey..and its a crazy process. Only time will tell.
Happy Birthday Sister.
Today my sister finally 20yrs. Honestly, sometimes i forget that people grow up..Especially when you don’t see them in a long time. Because in my mind i keep thinking that shes still looks like how she did in an old 8th grade picture i have of her.I haven’t seen her in over 3yrs, so its inevitable to feel like that i guess.
I dont know what im gonna do..ill figure it out. Things have a funny way of working out..
Dont even get me started.
But foreal though, i dont even know how to begin telling this story. Being high while trying to remember a crazy night with your friends is like walking in the dark i swear…Never again will sand be my friend. It got in my hair, my jacket and my pants hahaha, WTFFFFFFFFFFF!! seriously…the beach at night can be so cool yet so irritating, just because of some sand gets in ur pants....
Yesterday was my first day of college..it wasnt really as shell shocking as i thought, it was actually pretty nice lol. Im taking Environmental Horticulture and Floristry as well as Floral and Foliage ID and care. Honestly i didnt see the need in taking math and other classes just yet, especially since i cant really pay for them. I just figured if im going to take any classes, i would take classes...
Gotta get outa here!
Well summer is now comming to an end. Im irritated with myself that i didnt use tumblr a lot over the summer, but i didnt really have the time :/ Anyway, Im going to start city college soon so hopefully things will go ok. My only regret is that im staying here, which isnt bad..but i hope that some day ill be able to go somewhere away from home, for either school or just for vacation. I love San...
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I only got 3more weeks of my program, thank god. Ive been alone all week..mom went away AGAIN, without me.. Woke up sick with a cold. great….
Finally home from camping, which was hella crazy!! I was there for about 4 days up in Yosemite…which is so beautiful. Everything you see is so crisp and full of life, that it seems a little unworldly to say the least. The waterfalls there were really the best part! Trust me, this was an intense sight to see. But anyway, so the reason i went on this trip was for my new job at the National...
Daymm….already sick of summer and its barely starting. San Francisco is just too much of a small world right now, and there are some people i just really never want to see ever again. Its just the truth. Why would i want to keep running into people who have no real connection with me. Plus there are those people who are negative, self centered, “all about me bitches” that are...
The turning point.
So here it is. Graduation is in two days…Honestly, i thought i wouldve ended up dropping out. But luckily i didnt believe all the haters. Even though i get annoyed of school, it has a good purpose. Yeahh it has its fucked up moments(being mostly politically inncorrect and what-not), but without school most of us would be a socially illiterate dumb fucks with no sence of direction. But I give...
Last night i felt like things sorta got cleared up..my dad opened up about a lot of things. I never really realized how much pain he carries around with him. I just hope he can recover from the things that are eating away at him. All in good time i guess..But in his own way, he let me know that he’s always gonna be there no matter what.
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oh we dancing?! ..
“you know, people in high school arnt going to grow up to be the same people they are now.”-random girl sitting in front of me. Wow, like people dont know that. Common sense.
Its weird, but whenever i smell something like a body lotion or spray i used to use, i always think of what i was doing at that time or some sort of memory..Everytime i smell apricot vanilla or anything sweet, i think of him….
I need sleep hella bad...like, seriously :(
(+) Wow…things seem to be slowly turning around i think. Im forsure going to prom, im going to graduate, and i found out i got the internship i applied for. I needed this internship so bad! Itll really be worth it :) (-) I cant help but be annoyed by the way time is going by. Pluss…I fuckin hate stuck up little bitches who think theyre cute. When there not…To you i say,...
Gonna push for what I want. No regrets, no more tears.
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Durring homeroom one time, they showed us this video about cyber bullying. Although it was cheesy and not portrayed very well, i think it was a good thing they showed it. How they focused on bystandards when it came to bullying was really interesting, because when i looked around the room i felt that no one was innocent of not being a bystandard. Even myself, which i am ashamed of.. but with this...